Hosted by Craig Sicilia Join in as we ponder “Why” Here I go through what is my 8th Christmas, or holiday season, this time of year is the setting for my life as I knew it would slowly crumble over a couple of year period.  But at the same time the desperation of trying to figure out what the hell is going on.  This person with emotional burst of I don’t know what.  As well as an inner change of what I held important.  Of the very fibers of what made me me, and as I look into the mirror I was somebody I didn’t even recognize.  Finding others like myself was a key in holding a life together, and it got easier as I discovered who I was and what I valued.  Many had a hard time with this “new me “as did I.  This year I learned more valuable lessons as the distance between the old and new me.  As I continue to let go of parts of the old me, it has become clear that this new person is who I am, and I have to learn to live a life again as this new me, like it or not. As you stop caring about those things you once held close to your heart, the feeling just being left void inside your deepest essence of who you are. As you wonder - What is to Come Next?