She is trying to put herself in peace creating because he is not around. She cannot write the love song (even though she would love to.) She was listening the other day podcast The Shadows on CBC Canada in 7 episodes and it did inspire her of doing one herself.

Maybe to hear the soundof her own voice? Isn't all the artists little egoists as well? Or do they have a message they carry on? The message of love? Or the other messages!

They are all the messengers...the artists. It's up to you to figure that message out. She can present it to you but you need to understand it based on your life experience.

Or she wanted to create it to hear how his name sounds in her voice?

So thanks for the inspiration The Shadows and this is the first podcast The limbo, The sound of his name in her voice..